I've Got Sunshine (:

2007-06-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

I am moving :DI know I've been blogging here since 13th October 2003 (www.bottlex.blogspot.com back then) and there's 830 posts in all. So I am just gonna leave it the way it is and move over to Livejournal instead :) I love blogger. But sometimes, people do need to move on.scooterlove.livejournal.com NOTE THIS :)

2007-06-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

Intricate.We sat through nights,you held me tight,and made sure I'm okay.

2007-06-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

November Rain.Okay, was talking to Andrea and we realised how much we miss the people in the west. Like somehow, we dread going to school :( It's really different in poly. The people, especially. I do miss Clarissa, Eve, Faith and Khalid. But just not as much as my besties. If I were to leave poly, I would probably miss the food and touch rugby only. I really love being in Angels team :) It's my

2007-06-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

Burn baby, burn.I am soo burned. Hahaha I was under the sun from nine in the morning till one :/ Even though we won the friendly against NP, I feel lousy about myself. Well I know that's the last thing that should be on my mind but I just can't help it :( Let's drop this shall we. Anyhoooos, the BBQ yesterday was great. Had fun buying stuff, setting up and playing bear&hunter :)) I swear Syahidah

2007-06-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

You're taking me higher.Okay, I have had too much sleep today. And the Hong Kong mee after training was real good. Anyway, we had training today as usual. Slightly different though. Did plenty of drills to test our reactions. Which well, happens to be my weakness. Was pretty happy to improve on it. Oh yes yes, I really need to stop my nonsense on the field :(There's erm, BBQ tomorrow at ECP \m/ I

2007-06-21T15:06:00.000+08:00

Your smile fades.There are times when I see the people whom I love dearly go through tough times and that they get very depressed. I really wish I can take away their pain and understand every single word they say as they pour their hearts out. Sometimes, I do have the urge of grabbing them with me and run away. Like, flee. Hahahaha elope, elope (man, I hate it when I can't write emotional posts)

2007-06-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

Wordplay.I should not have ate sambal chicken and curry before training :/ But anyway, guess I have to be faster on the field especially my dumping and moving away as what Brenda had said. Sometimes, I really take very long to make decisions on where to go and stuff. Oh man. I love playing touch rugby a lot though. I get to relieve stress and erm, run with all I've got. Even though I do get

2007-06-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

Crazy balls.I need to find a young and friendly hairdresser that I can trust. I really wanted to trim my concave so I went to Jean Yip. This gay "Return of the Condor Heroes" wannabe cut my fringe darn short. Omggggggzzz, I look like one China Kid. My bestfriend said I look like a primary school girl :( I am so depressed. Anyhooos, I had my prata love last night so I am reaaalllyyy happy :)

2007-06-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

Standing right here.Dubai hit me with a thud. It's like another world. The sheer amount of material, money, and labor that is gathered here is both menacing and exciting. It's the first place I've heard the word architecting used like lawyering, a noun becoming a verb. The scale and volume of construction dwarfs humanity—looking up at the rising skyline from any given intersection, you feel a

2007-06-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

Differences. (edited)Hop around and do silly things. Everyone should try doing that to be happy. Or, happier. Haha anyway, I am back from touch rugby training caaaammpppp :))The friendly with SAJC and NYP at Farrer Park was another experience-gainer. I really admire Lee Lian and Jamie a lot :D Camp was at Moberly. Yes yes, I haven't been there before. I don't invest much time in exploring the

2007-06-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

This feeling's taking over me.We might be going to Pulau Ubin as a class to cycle :DAnyway met Syahidah today :) She's love. Hahaha went around the whole of Queensway to get stuff for camp. We got really sleepy all of a sudden and went off without collecting her jerseys :/My Ripcurl bag was with Zhan Yang all along and I needed it for camp so he left it at my doorstep. And I swear I was praying

2007-06-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

They say you're shining.I say, it's temporary. I miss the old you.Gahh, I sound like an ass with those lines up there. But sometimes, I just feel that when you're too nice, people tend take you for granted. Hahaha then you'll ask, when am I even nice? Nevermind.I went to the zoo with my bestfriend, K. Hahaha it wasn't exactly fun as it rained. But the sea lions made it all worthwhile :) I think

2007-06-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

No more next please.Did I mention that I was suppose to bring DVDs to Kelvin's house during the stayover? And I happily brought Jungle Book thinking that it was The Convenant and Click :(Anyhooooos, I met up with Valerie and Sharifah :)It was superdup fun. Hahaha as usual, we just laughed the night away. Ultraaaa! Popped by Zara Ngee Ann City and caught up with Philip during his break. He really

2007-06-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

Quiet stars.Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out.But to see who cares enough, to break them down.A lazy Sunday :)I have been a bum for all of today. And I am craving for HK Cafe's milk tea >:(Holidays are here to stay :)Camp's confirmed! Hahaha please don't let period (an absolute good reason to use red) spoil our moods. I am so gonna kill Mother Nature for that.Olivia Ong is

2007-06-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Crazy balls.I am sooo burned.Hahahaha stayed over at Kelvin's place together with Shaun and Clement. No, there weren't any drinks :) I really do not wish to make drinking a weekly or monthly affair.Suppose to watch 300 after eating supper but I just erm, fell asleep on the couch. Hahaha how dumb.Got our asses down to SAJC in the afternoon for training :) Felt as if the sun was only a metre away

2007-06-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

I missed.Touch rugby training this Saturday will be at SA :) Weee. And I am meeting Valerie this Sunday. Finally :))Training, training :)I don't exactly dread going trainings. In fact, that's one of the few things that I look forward to, every week.The disappointment I see on Brenda's face whenever I do something wrong (again and again), isn't really a good feeling (obviously). But what's amazing

2007-06-03T12:53:00.000+08:00

Dead, dead.Training yesterday :/I was really eager to join in during training but there were times when my throat really felt sore and tired. My legs were giving way and well, yea you get the picture. I was really burning by the time I got home.It was just plain awful. Every part of my body's aching. Terribly sore :( But, my mom was there for me all night :) Thankfully.Oh anyway, I am really in

2007-05-31T22:51:00.001+08:00

Driven by.I take five seconds to sit down :(My muscles are aching like nobody's business. Well, it is nobody's business. Argghhh! Hahaha and and I am burned!Littlest things that took us there.We had M1 touch rugby yesterday :) Got third in our pool. We didn't really play well though. It got to a point when we felt a little sad and disheartened when we actually lose to SRJC during the sudden death

2007-05-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

Love is oh, beautiful.Crazy shit maaaann.I made it into the team for tomorrow's M1 Touch :) I feel happy for well, I am pretty bad at sports so yep. I get to leave classes at eleven :)I really wish Eve can play too >:( But she fumbled and sprained her ankle during training just now! Omggggggggg.Oh yes, I scored my first try today :DBut I was really kuku on the first attempt before this. I

2007-05-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

There are moments,When I don't know it if's real.Or if anybody feels the way I feel.Egg plants taste like shit >:(Even though I've never tasted shit before, I'm sure they taste pretty much, the same. Yeah.Saturday was the bomb :DDSeriously. We had no idea whether it was a training or match. And absolutely no idea who was gonna be there at Tanglin.Five of us were the only ones there!Super animated

2007-05-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

Love is only a feeling.Drifting away.I don't feel happy.I've got no idea why. Sometimes, there's just nothing to be happy about? Hahaha I know, you might say that being happy needs no reason.Little things like buying tissue from the aunty at the interchange, seeing grandparents bringing their grandkids out and stuff like that, can make me smile. But, it's just not enough? I don't know.Anyway, we

2007-05-24T15:46:00.001+08:00

I've heard it all before.Yesterday was great :)Met up with Soe Hlaing to Beach Road for my DTP shots. Hahaha he said he would be my map but it turned out erm, disastrous. Super hot weather >:(Gateway Law Firm (my paper building)Walked over to Haji Lane :)Developed my photos and bought flowers for Andrea :)Yes yes, happy happy birthday to you, my ten years friend. Hahaha and to Yi Hern too :))Went

2007-05-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

Men can have sex, without love.Yes? Well, go figure. Especially if you're a man.Fry it, till it's burned.Grahh, that's when ICP project gets too dry and draggy. You just spot random stuff on the report with your memory card case.We were moving all day :/From Wheelock's place to Ngee Ann City. Got chased thrice by the librarians. Freak. Settled outside Artfriend. Totally unproductive.

2007-05-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

Bean bags are love (:E-Learning week starts in two hours.Hahaha other than projects, we might be hitting the beach! Like, finally finally.Oh yes, the few of them came over to my place last night. To watch the FA Cup finals. Which, Chelsea won. Hohoho. Awful dry gin according to those alcoholics.I've been spending a lot >:(A couple of tees, cardigan... a new haircut plus a nose piercing. Hahaha no

2007-05-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

We've known each other forever.No touch rugby.Stupid rain >:(I am dumb.There's so many underlying factors. But oh well, you've changed your status to single, yes? It's like, I just stared at that profile page of yours and my mind started to lead me somewhere else.Until now, I've got like a million things to say. And of course, a zillion questions, too.Run, run, run :(Anyway, school's organising a

2007-05-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

Was being so close.I see stars :(Hahahaha. I've got soooo much to blog about!One project down :)We presented our Character Development thingy. We're sooo jinxed lah. When it was our turn, the system went erm, down? Graahhh.Andrea, Eve, Faith, Clarissa and I :)Met up with Shaun, Hern, Rachel and Kelvin :)Bought a bottle of vodka :/ Drank a couple of mix and shots. Bahh. We all went crazy!

2007-05-14T11:35:00.000+08:00

I should have walked away.But that's the last thing I would wanna do.Freak man.I am soooo sleepy >:( Even though I ended work early yesterday, I had to meet my family for Mothers' Day dinner at Marriott. Food was pretty good though :) And and, I saw a bag from Guess at Tangs!!! I want it really badly. So yes, I need to save!Eyes were fixed on Shubi (my lappy) once I got my ass home :( Projects,

2007-05-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

If I close one eye, take in the truth, and block out the lies, will this loneliness finally die?Shoot everyone.Hahaha I just wanna die man. I'm sooooo tired! My biceps have grown bigger again. Damn, The Hulk in the making >:(By hanging clothes on your arm to carry them around during work, it leaves you with bruises all over :(And and, Shaun refuses to believe that I smoke. Hi Anna, tell him more.

2007-05-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

When I scream out your name.Well, comments are coming :)I'm fine. I really am. I just miss those times we were together. That's all. Absolutely no thoughts of getting back together again. Hmmm, maybe a little :(Okay, projects kill.I just finished my essay and my write-up on my photograph of Eve. I still got four or five more projects in hand :(Sometimes, I feel really irritated >:( Bahh, I shall

2007-05-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

How do I let go?Shitty morning :(I went back to sleep when it was too early for school and I ended up being like late for FOM :( Our group's really hated by the others lah.We kept shooting at them as we did lots of research on what not to present. Hahahaha.Just when I thought our group's ass will be screwed, we actually pulled it off and defended one another :) So yea, we got two cards for being

2007-05-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Can someone just shoot me :(I really feel like I could just die knowing so much about you. Stupid me. Why did I even go to your Friendster page. I know, you really enjoy your life right now. As for me, I'm so stuck with what I've found out lately.You probably listen to a different genre of songs now. You probably no longer wanna act dramatic and emotional with me when we listen and sing to

2007-05-09T08:26:00.000+08:00

I told you, shit always happens.This time, big big shit happened. And I'm super upset now! I can't stop thinking about it :(Stupid lift.It was spoilt so I had to climb up the stairs from the first level to the fifth. Ahhhhhh, the school itself is far enough already can >:(Touch rugby :)Yep yep yep, we finally had our training yesterday. The weather was great :) No muddy field. Did more passing

2007-05-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful smile.Can it stay, for a while?I feel dead dead tired.Super super tired. Was on a high note in the morning. But by the time I finished work in the evening, I was almost dead >:(Went shopping with Hanisah.Waited for the stupid bus home which was freaking packed. Made me really angry >:(I still believe.Love is a marathon. When every bit of your energy seems to be drained, you give

2007-05-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

I need to run :(Work was crraazzzy.Like, very very. I'm in Basic this time. Thankfully, there's Gege :) She's super lah.Even though I was pretty hurt in the morning by Miss A's words, I got a little less unhappy when I was in the fitting room with Yana. She's always sooo calm. I like being around her :)I got home with a heavy heart again :(Sometimes, I really don't know what to do. And I start

2007-05-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

I wish :(Love will never burn, twice?Why did I even let those thoughts enter my mind >:( Gahh. Things will not work out just because love is around. I soooo understand that, now.It's pretty funny to see how much people can change and have changed? Hmm suddenly, you just feel really stuck in the past. It's not right. But it feels happier thinking back.Just when I'm about to move on, shit always

2007-05-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Never saw the sun shinin' so brightlyNo touch rugby >:(I ate a lot of food today. Gahh.I had a whole plate of beehoon for breakfast. Macaroni, shepherd's pie and wedges during the short break. Spaghetti, shepherd's pie and donut. And finally, japanese food for dinner :)There might be supper, too. Hehe.I am sooooooo on my way to turning fat maaaann :) Oh well, I'm still a growing child. Am I?

2007-05-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

Love won't die.I wanna cry :(All messed up. I could have just thought through things and sound less crazy when I talked to Zhan Yang. Why did I acted so crazy :( Shoot me please.Anyway, through with love?I don't know actually. But one thing for sure, I have dropped the thoughts of hoping to get back with him :)I love him. But I love the old cheeky boy. Not what he is now I guess.Met up with Shaun

2007-05-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

I wanna cry :(All messed up. I could have just thought through things and sound less crazy when I talked to Zhan Yang. Why did I acted so crazy :( Shoot me please.Anyway, through with love?I don't know actually. But one thing for sure, I have dropped the thoughts of hoping to get back with him :) I love him. But I love the old cheeky boy. Not what he is now I guess.I am happy :)Because there's

2007-05-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

The love we bought. Not.Ir's raining :( Bahh.Had a great night :)It really was. Met up with Shaun, Monica, Kelvin and Clement. My goodness. It has been forever since I last met them :)Watched Spiderman 3!Like what the hell. Hahahaha we actually queued three hours before the show at nine. Anyway, the movie's overrated? Wasn't exactly awesome.Was pretty late for tutorial :(Missed four trains before

2007-04-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

I Remember YouPfft, I miss Love.Highlights.A highway in San Francisco crashed. And, Mr. D is in love with Miss. B :) Even though she's out of his league, you never know, yes?A real crappy day at school.Last minute rush for white chocolate donuts really made my day :) Bahh!Eve decides to go missing today and Faith wasn't feeling too well. So, all of us except Andrea gave FOM lecture a miss :)

2007-04-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

We ain't here to hurt nobodyI miss those cheeks.Those fat cheeks that I can stuff my nose in :( Terrible.Work was shit.The crowd was crazy. And as a staff in Trafaluc, everything doubles up. I did fitting room for all of today >:( That's really a lot of shit you know!No, you don't know.There's a lot of anger in me now. I am soo angrrrryyyyy >:(But I met Shaun after work :)For dinner at Coffee

2007-04-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Not just any storybook romanceI wanna fly :)Got my ass at NP to meet Shaun.Hahaha we went over to Queensway. Got a pair of Nike soccer boots for touch rugby :) It's really pretty. Seventy bucks though :(Three pairs of socks and another fbt jersey too :)There's work tomorrow.The feeling of going back to Zara kills. And it's soo irritating that I'm now in Trafa, not Woman. Damn >:(My life's going

2007-04-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Closer to where I startedChasing after youNga is the new way of saying yes. Nga?I smell good, again :)Yes yes, touch rugby day.I swear my bag weighed more than five kilogrammes. With my lappy, jeans, waterbottle, umbrella, books and some other rubbish, my shoulders can break lah >:(And, the field was superduper muddy all thanks to the pouring rain earlier this morning. Damn it.Went over to meet

2007-04-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

Edit: I am happy, not.When was the last time I am ever happy? Damn. I keep seeing you online. It's driving me crazy. As I said, shit always happens.Till now, I'm still wondering.Why have you moved on so quickly?Maybe the love we shared didn't matter to you at all?Indeed, the truth always hurts the most, yes?Our love will never catch like fire again.Maybe it never ever did. We don't even have a

2007-04-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful smileCan it stay, for a while?Donuts and wedges are love.My arms and legs are aching :(It has been like soooooooooooooo long since I last exercised. Hehe.This is what you do when you have too much time in hand :)Andrea and I :)This is Eve. Within three hours, she ate a chocolate donut, a white chocolate donut and an egg tart. My my.Faith, Andrea and I :) Hehe.I think this is nice

2007-04-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

You're the one thing I got rightThe one thing I let insideI smell good :)Happy, happy.Hahaha so we had school today. OC was all about being shocked at what Bing Cheng did in JJC. Hehe.Went over to Holland Village's Gelare for waffles since it's Tuesday. It got pretty sick so we didn't finish our waffles. Bahh.Touch RugbyIt was really fun I would say. Being able to run on the muddy field in boots

2007-04-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

But you own the place,Where all my thoughts go hidingHappy? Soooooo not.This is bad.I am soo stuck in this shit. I know I have to help myself get outta this whole break-up issue. But shit always happens.Okay, I really owe Shaun a treat :/I actually fell asleep ended up not being able to meet up with him! I am sorry, bitch. Hahahaha I owe you a good meal. Promise.And talking about treating that

2007-04-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

Love, not for saleGood afternoon, sunlight.I am a mardy bum. Sulks.Sunday afternoon is not love. Not at all. It always feels super warm at home and everything seems to move really slow. And and that you feel exceptionally lazy too.Hahaha, that's just an excuse to laze around :)Sentosa with Sharifah yesterday :)We played the luge and stuff. So yes, the rain got in the way when we finally found a

2007-04-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

I am just so tiredWon't you please sing me to sleep?You gave my heart away :(So yes, we waited for five hours for CC. We had only fourteen of us lah. Hmmm, did some story stuff and waterfall thing. Damn funny.And and we got our very first piece of homework :)I think I'm gonna rewrite my story. It's totally boring :( Man, I don't think I'm mailing this to Miss Suan Tze lah.Had guitar after

2007-04-20T11:39:00.000+08:00

That's the smileSchool stinks >:(Got my ass out of bed.We had an hour of ICP lecture at nine and then stupid project work which wasn't carried out at all.So actually, I have five hours of break before I see Suan Tze at thrree for tutorial. Dumb right! I am angry.School really stinks.To the maximumzzzzzz. Hahaha.I am with Andrea now, killing time at the library. Clarissa, Faith, Eve and Natasha's

2007-04-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

Singing linesFrom all our favorite songsAnnnnggggrrrryyyy >:(Just a short post.About, Foodcourt 6's Mediterranean food stall. The baked macaroni tastes like shit. Totally totally.ITB now with Uncle Lai :(BYE!

2007-04-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

You've taken away everythingA part of me is dead and in the groundSP is my life!Okay, obviously not. Hahaha but there's lecturers and students from DMC year two who are reading our blogs. So yea, SP is my life :/Anyway, please take away our four hours long break on Friday! Pretty please.Was almost late for school today :(Watched Wimbledon during my break. Nice :)Darren just told me, "If you need

2007-04-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

Take back now,My life you're stealingI am at Rachel's house now :)Yep, came over to stay for a night. Hahahaha.Anyway, I hate our timetable now.Like, totally. Friday was suppose to end at eleven but now, it ends at five. Ahhh. WIth a four hours break in between.Godamnit.I do think about you :(Not sometimes but almost every minute? But those thoughts of getting back together have like gone away? I

2007-04-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

And holding on to what you saidMooooof.I love foodcourt six :)The donuts there are love man. The white chocolate-coated donut with chocolate inside is shalalalaly good.And Nick's really nice.He bought me my happy food :) Pocky and milk chocolate. Hahaha thank you! I can grow fat now.So yes, I am an angry child :(I have been raising my voice at my Mom these few days. I felt really irritated. But

2007-04-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

I can take the rainOn the roof of this empty houseHaving so much to say :(Rain, rain and thunder!I am pretty much in love with the song Thunder, by Boys like Girls :)Anyway, we did desktop publishing for three hours >:(Tada :) This is my melon head man.So yes, we actually spend three hours to do that using Photoshop.I am off for mass lecture with DBIT too!You'll always be my thunder.

2007-04-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summerThere's ANTM now :)) Met Alvin to catch The Reaping.A totally awful movie 'cos it's very scary yet very stupid.Hop, hop around.School's starting tomorrow. Hmmm, I am like wondering what am I gonna do tomorrow during my three hours long break >:( But first of all, I need to brood over the three hours long lecture at eight. Hahaha.Weeee, I am flying to

2007-04-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

I am carrying more than what I can holdPause: You've changed.Went to town with Valerie :) And then to Arab Street, Haji Lane. Hahaha my shoulders were really heavy all thanks to my million pound bag >:(We're gonna go back there again. Yay.Met up with Shaun and Rachel for supper :)They are loooovveeee. Even though Rachel's really bimbotic, I still like her very much. Haha.I need to return the dvds

2007-04-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

Heavy.I am through with this. I really am :(If everyone cared and nobody criedIf everyone loved and nobody liedIf everyone shared and swallowed their prideWe'd see the day when nobody died

2007-04-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

I am carrying your heart in mineI am feeling very sleepy :(Flag Day was pretty sick.Hahahaha gotta get up at freaking six in the morning. All of us went seperate ways :/Clarissa, Andrea, Faith and I went to Shenton Way :) There's like a lot of people. And and taxi drivers at the taxi stands are really nice. Hahaha.Got to town and headed to Zara :) Saw Shida and Yati. I miss everyone there. And I

2007-04-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

Tears will fall and hearts will breakLove's a game, we all must playI am in school now :)Hahahaha Milla is conducting the SPICE training. Let me tell you, it's super dead. Everyone's online, playing poker and stuff :))Can't wait for lunchtime man >:(Time to play Diner Dash. Haha.Terrible.

2007-04-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

And it goes up. Up, up and away.Time to mooooovveeee.Hmmm, spent our entire day in the convention centre >:(Beauty pageant was pretty draggy.DMC/1A/01 won :) Hahahaha well as long as it's DMC. Hehe.And and, DMC/1A/03 won the best class and best facilitators too. So yay, DMC won everything. Hahahaha. We are pretty irritating throughout the pageant though :/By the way, we all wore black today.

2007-04-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

Not just any storybook romanceI'm gonna build a treehouse :) Went to SP in the morning for our orientation programme :)) So my class's pretty nice and well, nice. Hahaha surprisingly, most of them do not stay in the west :(And and, they've got beautiful names :)People like, Faith, Clarissa, Elizabeth, Natasha and the many others.Anyway, there's orientation tomorrow again. And we're having this

2007-04-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

We'll sit and sing a song of what we did wrongI am not happy :(Met up with Meizhen in the afternoon.Had a haircut and well, we went to the library :) Read this really cute book which has lots of pictures and stuff. More pictures, than words. I like. Hahahaha.I got my lovely Espirit dutch lady blouse :) Okay, so it cost me seventy bucks. But I really love it so yay.And and, I rented five dvds :))

2007-04-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

A cloud above my bedI missed A Walk To Remember :(Anyway, I went out with Shaun today.Hahahaha watched Freedom Writers again. Of course it's nice :) I did cry. Again :/He gave me my belated birthday present. Music&Lyrics soundtrack! Weeeeee. I really love it.Oh yes, I finally got my Little Miss Sunshine t-shirt :) For freaking twelve bucks only. Hahaha I am a happy kid man.We're not talking.

2007-04-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

Like we've known each other foreverI had a great day :)Ate my favourite Boon Tong Kee chicken rice at River Valley road. Weeet.Went to ecp with Valerie and Sharifah :)We went rollerblading. Hahaha and Sharifah fell down sooo many times. Pretty drama lah. She just scream and take up the whole lane. Hehe.But at least she fell when there's not many people around. I fell right in front of everyone at

2007-04-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

So why your love, went away?I'm sitting here in my heartache.I've got my timetable :)I think I'm gonna love fridays when my first semester starts. Because, school's nine to eleven in the morning! Hahaha.One more cool thing is, I'm in the same class as Andrea :) A decade long and still counting! Yay yay.Met Alvin today :)We had our own bad day earlier on. I hope his phone acts like a turtle again.

2007-04-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

Because my lips are chapped and fadedPlease bury me in all my favourite coloursMany sleepless nights :(I don't wanna toss and turn every night just to get some sleep. I don't wanna wake up every morning in tears..Anyway, I'm in love with Nerina Pallot's Sophia :) All thanks to Edsmond for sharing.Two weeks of struggle.Yeah, it has been two weeks since we broke up :( I haven't seen him for the

2007-04-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

You can't make a rainbow without a little rainI wished I could do more for you :)I feel very tired, all of a sudden.It's as if I'm being pulled away from my life, you know. And it's an awful feeling.I'm caught in a daze more and more often. But I've got absolutely no idea what was I thinking about. I'm so stuck in this whole mess and I really don't know how to pick myself up again.I don't know

2007-04-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

I just can't reach myself againPfft. I can't sleep :(So okay, I guess my previous entry was a little misleading which caused some of you to think that I'm having suicidal thoughts.Don't worry, I'm perfectly fine and I'm not thinking of that :) I'm too timid to even jaywalk lah :/Anyway I had good day though :)Spent my afternoon with Meizhen. We ate a lot, talked a lot and yea, basically we shared

2007-04-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

For me, there's only youI feel weird today.So yes, I did the dumbest thing today. I shall not say it out because it's totally crraazzzzyy :/Weird, weird, weird.I feel weird! Hahaha I can't quite explain myself. Like my emotions are stirring. And I realise how much things around me had changed but I'm still in my own universe. Hmmm weird! Hahaha.Anyway, I'm not home now.I'm over at the hospital.

2007-03-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

And dance my love awayA new skin to breathe in :)Okay, so it's another day of staying at home. I did had some plans in mind but they were pretty screwed up :(Anyway, I'm meeting Rachel tomorrow :) My my. I can't wait to see Miss. Ng who has just quit her job as a relief teacher. Yay.And then I'm meeting Anna on Tuesday. And and Sharifah on Friday :)Hmmm, I'm feeling unhappy.Shaun always tells me

2007-03-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

Every little thing you do is magicSleepy sleepy.I just got back from guitar lesson with Eevin :)I feel, small.With so much time in hand, I start asking myself lots of questions. Questions that I myself know the answers to. But then a part of me just wish that the answer's different? Yea.I said moooove on right.But then I can't. Hahaha I'm so stuck here. It's like I see how fast he has moved away

2007-03-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

We're talking about our own livesParis Hilton has got a dog that's named Harajuku Bitch :/ Okay okay.So my lappie's name is Shubidadabulawa. Hahaha. You can call it Shubi. But, why would you be calling my lappie anyway :/Hahaha it's raining, it's pouring.Suppose to meet Shaun to go Cafe Cartel and then Toysrus. But then, he's still sleeping >:(I'm very angry now.I'm gonna go play with Lulu now :)

2007-03-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

Because I feel youWeeeet.I'm now using my new lappie :)I shall give it a name. I love giving names :) My tamagotchi's named Lulu. Hahahaha it's not old-fashion okay. It's more of classy vintagey kinda name.Anyway, got my lappie early in the morning. Went to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday with Shaun and Melissa. Pretty funny but a little lame lah.Gotta go have dinner now :)

2007-03-27T19:14:00.000+08:00

If this ain't love then I don't know what love isI stayed home all day :/Was pretty sick in the morning.My stupid broken wrist's getting in the way :( Had to do laundry real real slowly.Yes, I can't tell my Mom about my wrist.She's a self-proclaimed physician lah. She's gonna crack it and twist it. So, no.Watched A Walk To Remember just now :) My all-time favourite!Gonna go get my Fujitsu lappie

2007-03-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

Because both my shoulders are heavyFrom the weight of us bothSo yes, Zhan Yang and I broke up last week.Don't ask me why. But I've decided to let go. There's no point holding onto something that's no longer yours right?I do miss him. Very much, actually. But I guess it doesn't really matter anymore. I've never really love someone so dearly though :(Anyway, went over to SP to enrol and stuff.After

2007-03-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

I remember listening to passing carsOn our backs staring at the starsI was brave last night :)Anyway, went for guitar in the morning with Eevin :) It's pretty fun. Like even though I sat there for an hour trying to change from chord to chord, I actually learned how to play a U2 song :) Can't remember what song though. Hahaha.Met Rachel in the afternoon.I miss her so. I can't wait for her to quit

2007-03-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm standing here until you make me moveShoot me.Hmmm, I gotta make a few decisions right now. I hate to think over the same issues, again and again.Anyway, I'm done thinking. Gonna go for a swim now :)I'm falling even more in love with you

2007-03-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

I can search the world but never findA better love that is between you and II know you people are concern, leaving comments and sending me text messages. But please don't ask me anything about my previous post.Whatever it is, I'm still a happy kid :) And I'm pretty much fine thank you!Met up with Valerie in the morning :)Bought lots of artsy fartsy stuff too from Artfriend. She's my new arty

2007-03-21T16:48:00.000+08:00

It's over. Really, over.

2007-03-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

Sing to me the song of the starsA healthy liver can actually be split to donate to someone else who needs it :) Amazing!READ THIS ARTICLE!!Hokay, hokay.It was a bad morning. I just hate the thought of waking up early to go for the check-up. As a result, I didn't. Hahahaha went to SCB only. Hehe.Went out with the Mass Comm bruda, Shauny, to Vivo. Hiak.Bought this from River Island.I'm pretty much

2007-03-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

EGGY, EGG, EGG!(must-read!)Went for a swim with Carmen.Was talking to Lydia about food.Of all things. And we were saying eggs are like a must-have.With that aside, arent eggs simply adorable?Pfft, you get what I mean! How tasty can your maggie mee be without an egg?? You tell me lah! And you think your Macdonalds big-breakfast can taste so good without scrambled eggs? And your egg prata? And and

2007-03-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

And all he found was trouble in my eyesPfft.Last night was, sweet :)Hahaha went with my Sweetheart, Shaun and Kelvin to ACS(I) for The Black Comedy. Not toooo bad. A little draggy though.JC, Poly, IB :)We were oh-so-loving <3Cheese prata, maggie goreng and milo dinosaur :) That's looovvveee.Pretty much stuck at home today.Didn't wake up in time to go SCB or SATA. Hahaha and I skipped dance

2007-03-16T14:11:00.000+08:00

I'll make you smile at every word I wroteI've got my enrolment package :)Hahaha, I had to call Andrea three times to clear my doubts. It's very very confusing >:(Had Seoul Garden with Eevin, Shaun, Karmila and Hern :)Shaun doesn't bother about the meat that he puts onto the grill.Eevin hasn't been to Seoul Garden before. Hehehe.After Hern left, we spent hours sitting there and playing some stupid

2007-03-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

What can make me feel this way?Sleepyhead.Got up early today to meet Eevin and the others.Went back to school to help out in Choir camp. Well actually, we're just there to take up space. Haha you see, we're more like, empty vessels :)And to my surprise, we had quite a bit of fun during the icebreakers. Like, we're the most happening group lah. Haha all thanks to us, graduates :))Rain, rain, go

2007-03-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

A way back into loveYay yay yay :)My appeal was successful.I got into Singapore Polytechnic's Media and Communication :)And I'm gonna say Hi to my new coursemate, Andrea. Hahaha.Alright, I need some rest now. My stomach still hurts. Feels like a thousand elephants just stepped on my stomach :( Doctor says no fried foodstuff and no coke. Ahhhhh.I love coke :(( And fried stuff.I missed you.

2007-03-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

What your heart, is for?Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were togetherSo I wouldn't have to wake without you today.You are my priority.But am I just an option?I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.Promises are just words unless they are

2007-03-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

I just couldn't take the hurt, againLove will remain a mysteryBut give me your hand and you will seeYour heart is keeping time with meMemories.Those three lines were exactly what I felt you were trying to tell me when I first gave you my hand.I've always wanted to let you know but I never did and that is I love lying down on your lap. I don't know why ut it makes me feel safe and loved. The way

2007-03-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, a little love can change the worldSometimes.I think I wanna take this time to let go of everything I have now. Gonna take a break. Like a real good one :) I'll pig at home. Rent dvds, buy more chips and ice cream.I'm thankful.Thankful to have Shaun as my friend. I'm really comfortable with him when it comes to sharing my problems. Someone whom I can trust and feel assured. Maybe not

2007-03-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

I followed the voice you gave to meI'm like really bored at home today :(So, I baked cookies :)Tell me they look lovely. Hahaha 'cos I'll tell you, they taste nice too!But please don't click them to have a closer look.You'll be able to see the M&Ms burst out of their coating. Hahahaha.I miss my Sweetheart.He's like in school the whole of today. But nevermind, I'm gonna give him a box of cookies

2007-03-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

To the song here in my heartI am a confused child now :(Well, I'm posted to Banking and Finance at Singapore Poly.That's like my sister's course ten years ago. Hahahaha. Not really interested though. Worst of all, I missed the JPSAE thing. So yes, no MCM for me already.I just appealed online for Leisure and Resort at Temasek. Posting out on 13th. Maaannn, everyone's asking if I'm sure. Well I am.

2007-03-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

And if I could be your favourite girlI'm free :)Say hello, to Miss. I-Need-To-Work-No-More. Hahahaha.Yes, it was our last day at Zara yesterday :(Sharifah, Valerie and I. And maaaannn, it was disastrous. We had stocktake for the Finance Dept. And we finished at 1am. All the photos we took were like filled with sad, ugly and tired faces.Well I will really miss the people there.Not the life, but

2007-03-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

We'll sit and sing a song of what we did wrongBeautiful Tuesday.Spent my Tuesday with my Sweetheart :) His dad's really nice. Gave me twenty bucks hong bao. Hehehe. Watched Norbit, ate Haato and our favourtie sweet&sour chicken from Far East. Lovely.The roster's changed.I'm left at home doing nothing today.I can't bring Pinky down for a walk, I can't go for a swim or a tan, I can't do much

2007-02-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

I wanna grow old, with youEverything's falling apart.And when I say everything, I really mean everything, everything. Family, friends and of course, love with my Sweetheart.Heaven has been away for too long. Don't you agree?I've been crying a hell lot for the past few days. Sweet. That explains all the red puffy eyes.I guess I'll just hold on tight to whatever I have left for the very last time.

2007-02-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

Lying naked on the floorMy, oh my.I ate like three big cups of Haato's cookies&cream gelato for the whole of yesterday :) Yes, Haato is love man. Big thank you to Valerie. Hahahaha.I've got no idea.I'm looking at my cellphone every five minutes. Hoping that you would text me something. Anything. It's crazy.I did so many stupid things today just to keep my mind off you. I ran around my

2007-02-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

I came down to watch the world walk byWaking up to wake up some dayI am my own preyStopping off at a sidewalk cafeThe wind is playing up in the treesKicking up confetti leavesSings as if it’s all to sayYou must see me in the corner of your eyeSomething random.I love looking through lyrics of songs that I've never listened to yet. Coming across something close to heart is always nice. It's amazing

2007-02-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

I can take your honesty,all your words sway heavenlyI'm down with a cold >:( Damn.Other than eating and dozing off in the car, I did nothing else. Hahaha I don't really talk to my relatives. Because they love asking and talking about the same old things. But of course, I still treasure this happy little time we share every year :)Sadly, my red packets count are going down :((My sisters and I. I

2007-02-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

A little more faith, a little more loveHappy Lunar New Year to everyone :)I'm utterly disappointed.It hasn't been a really goodgood week.But anyway, my Sweetheart made improvement in his culinary skills.Tada :))Well, as compared to what he cooked a year ago! Hahaha.St. Valentine's Day was great :))Ben&Jerry's ice-cream cake :))))At the Botanic Gardens Red wine, smoked salmon with avocado,

2007-02-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hello, hello, hello (:I've just submitted my JAE thingy. I'm like staring at the verification page 'cos I'm super scared somehow :/Anyway, I really love my Sweetheart.Hahaha we argued on the phone after work and we decided to meet at Queensway after we each shop for the stuff we need on Valentine's Day 'cos we're making something. And guess what, we met each other at Artfriend :))A few hours

2007-02-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

It's not a secret anymoreKelvin topped our school :))Honestly, I'm so proud of him! When Mrs. Hiew flash the results, my tears almost spurt out :/Well, I got a disappointing thirteen for R4 and eighteen for R5 :((( I want a ten. Like, ya a ten! Big sigh, no point brooding over results anymore.I need some sleep man! Shipment at eight today really kills >:(Redbull, redbull, I need you!